Sarah McLachlan relives the past to create timeless appeal
Albums are often a diary of an artist's most recent life events.
for Sarah McLachlan, that might suggest her retreat from the music
business to have a child and settle into a well-earned, blissed-out,
post-Lilith Fair life in Vancouver, British Columbia. Even the title
of her new record, "Afterglow," hints at such bliss.
So much for assumptions.
Although the just-released "Afterglow" is her first all-new
studio disc in six years, the subject matter actually goes back to
her relationship concerns from eight to 10 years ago - before she
began dating her husband and long before she had a child.
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That's quite all right in this case, though, because "Afterglow"
has a timeless appeal that should vault it to the top of McLachlan's
discography. It might not match the sales of 1997's "Surfacing"
(which sold nearly 6 million copies and spawned four hit singles,
including "Building a Mystery"), but it's the kind of haunting,
ballad-rich record for which McLachlan is famous.
A breathtaking intimacy runs through "Afterglow," which
was recorded in her home studio in Vancouver and in the Montreal home
studio of longtime producer/collaborator Pierre Marchand. McLachlan
is now a mother - she and husband Ashwin Sood (also her drummer) had
a child named India only a few months after McLachlan's own mother
died two years ago.
The album was put on hold for a maternity leave, and McLachlan has
confessed to great difficulty in finding the time to write songs,
compared with pre-motherhood days when she would retreat to a woodsy
cabin and spend weeks turning them out.
But the new songs don't feel rushed. She can still be excessively
literary ("Your love in all its finery tears up the darkness
all around me," she sings in "Trainwreck"), but that
has always been part of her charm. And in the spare "Answer,"
she adds, "In the burden of uncertainty/ I will be your solid
ground." William Butler Yeats would have loved it.
For the first time, McLachlan - who will play a five-song set Dec.
10 at the Boulder Theater - wrote all the songs on piano, and the
melodic subtlety attests to that. There's a gorgeously reflective
piano coda on "Perfect Girl," about failing to live up to
a boyfriend's unrealistic image of her. It has a stately, Peter Gabriel
feel (not surprising since Gabriel was one of her idols) and the climactic
line, "I can't compete."
But then she follows with "Dirty Little Secret" and its
confession: "If I had the chance, love, you know I would not
hesitate to tell you all the things I never said before/ Don't tell
me it's too late, because I've run out of illusions to keep me warm
at night."
McLachlan must have endured some serious sadness at that time; several
songs reflect it. The new single "Fallen" is actually one
of the worst songs on the record - an overwrought track that does,
however, reveal the depth of her pain: "It's the bitter taste
of losing everything that I've held so dear."
And in the more punched-up rock of "Stupid," she questions
why: "Everything changes, everything falls apart ... How stupid
could I be?" More positive love songs are the pretty ballad "Push"
and the passionately erotic "Trainwreck," where she notes,
"In your sweet embrace all my pain's erased." The song has
a jazzy-soul vibe that echoes the British soul singer Seal.
But the showstopper is "Answer," with McLachlan crying
quietly, "I need you in my life." She describes the tune
as "a total, 2 o'clock in the morning, whispered-in-your-ears
headphone track."
Presumably, her new married life and child have eased some of her
tensions, though it may take another eight to 10 years for us to find
out. Until then, we can do our own processing of "Afterglow."
And it's well worth it, especially if you're already a McLachlan fan.